shoes

Where am I?

Where are you?

Im looking and i cant seem to find the truth.

Is there a way, and if so where?

My friend is leaving to the war, another is gone so help him lord. My exgirlfriend is talking to a friend of mine, i am not jealous but

you cant help but think, whats wrong with me ?

I lost a shoe today, I lose one everyday. Im walking in my bare feet, i feel the grass that lies just beneath.

I see her, a perfect soul, that no ones, they could if they would only just look, if they would only just let her speak.

I've lost a friend, friends I should add but thats okay at least I know there up there with dad. Worries so many worries, Id like to say screw this life, but Im a deep thinker, I life the sun and moon to much. Id like to travel if only I could just get out, Maybe go to paris or italy, maybe to......... never mind it doesnt matter. Im sitting even if I move around with the legs gods giving me, im sitting waiting on life, why? Because they say "wait,everything will happen the way it needs to happen" Good things happen to the people who wait I know this and I respect it, but what happens when youve waited your entire life and you start to realize that your skin is grey your loved ones are gone, your heart is a shattered glass, what happens when you wait I say, what will be of this my dear friends what will happen when we are tired of thinking what..........Im sorry, I told you I was a deep thinker. Im tired is all, Im tired and I just need to rest,tomorrow will be a better day, because when your at the bottom, all you can go is up. so let me go grab my jacket and my shoes,im going to need those shoes, the way is long,very long, the way is short,very short, but remember..........always wear your shoes.