Random hearts. A mathematical poem.

Memories,like segments of rays and scenes from movies; Like a series of 

warnings such as, don't do that cause you'll only get hurt. I remember 

you,your supplementary angles,how you moved and made my mind form in 

tangles. I remember you worked on the set of a linear pair,couldn't help

but stare,glare at you,hotter than a 100 degrees,increased by the radius 

of loves identity,insanity chasing my mind back to that one memory,memory 

of you,memory of me dancing in life's sudden boundary;where I bought you 

an ice cream cone at the local Dairy Queen. We talked and talked, about 

circles and pyramids,movies,books, and school periods.We talked about how 

fast a plane could go and how we wished it wouldn't snow. I was your

right angle you were my left. We were happy until life began to

bisect. You left and in a way so did I. I tried sending you

a message on facebook, but you never replied. I

tried figuring out a solution, but it only led to the

conclusion that, you were gone, lost in space

erased from my memory, but the truth is you’re not.

I remember you telling me those painful words; tried

Dodging them just like in the movie the matrix, but it never worked.

Instead, I remember you yelling, cussing, and fussing, kicking your legs

always telling me something. You placed me on a scale, told me go to

hell, and to you I was a failure. I tried figuring out a formula to

make you change your mind, but you never left your simple little line.

Life was perfect until you said goodbye; I was imperfect and baby that’s

No lie. You made me who I am, a better man, stand tall I’m still your

number one fan. Don’t matter how wide the net may be, as long as I

got you, I’ll be happy. Were like 2 points on a graph, trying to find

each other before its cut in half. 2 hearts, random hearts trying to

figure out their place in the world, but I know you’re gone, already

moved on, trying to forget the arguments, the cheats, the lies, and

never asking, not even a why? But that’s the way it is;

I guess will never have kids, so this Valentine’s Day,

While your out with your new man know that I’ll always love you

And that’s more than my heart can understand.

    

shoes

Where am I?

Where are you?

Im looking and i cant seem to find the truth.

Is there a way, and if so where?

My friend is leaving to the war, another is gone so help him lord. My exgirlfriend is talking to a friend of mine, i am not jealous but

you cant help but think, whats wrong with me ?

I lost a shoe today, I lose one everyday. Im walking in my bare feet, i feel the grass that lies just beneath.

I see her, a perfect soul, that no ones, they could if they would only just look, if they would only just let her speak.

I've lost a friend, friends I should add but thats okay at least I know there up there with dad. Worries so many worries, Id like to say screw this life, but Im a deep thinker, I life the sun and moon to much. Id like to travel if only I could just get out, Maybe go to paris or italy, maybe to......... never mind it doesnt matter. Im sitting even if I move around with the legs gods giving me, im sitting waiting on life, why? Because they say "wait,everything will happen the way it needs to happen" Good things happen to the people who wait I know this and I respect it, but what happens when youve waited your entire life and you start to realize that your skin is grey your loved ones are gone, your heart is a shattered glass, what happens when you wait I say, what will be of this my dear friends what will happen when we are tired of thinking what..........Im sorry, I told you I was a deep thinker. Im tired is all, Im tired and I just need to rest,tomorrow will be a better day, because when your at the bottom, all you can go is up. so let me go grab my jacket and my shoes,im going to need those shoes, the way is long,very long, the way is short,very short, but remember..........always wear your shoes.